I think I’m deformed. I have no waist. My thighs and calves are huge. Anyone else at my weight looks amazing. I look like a lumpy, bumpy monstrosity. I tell myself it’s because they’re probably taller or have more muscle or something, so I just need to lose more to compensate. How much do I need to weigh to look decent? I’m starting to feel like it won’t matter, I’ll always be hideous naked. Fuck the way my body stores fat, the way it’s shaped.